Ang Pag-ibig
Isinulat ni: Estephanie May Venerayan
Pag-ibig ? Ano nga ba ang Pag-ibig ?
Ano nga ba ang pakiramdam ng isang taong umiibig ?
Ano bang dulot nito sa isang tao ?
Bakit ba natin ito nararamdaman ?
Kayo ? Naranasan nyo nabang umibig ?
Ang Pag ibig ay isang Pakiramdam na Napakahirap ipahiwatig.
Nararamdaman mo ito, ngunit napakahirap bigyang kahulugan.
Pakiramdam na Nakakapagpabago sa Damdamin ng isang tao.
At Nagdudulot ng Iba't ibang Emosyon.
Ang Isang Taong umiibig ay Madalas nakangiti,
Lutang Ang Isip. Wari Ba'y Nasa ibang daigdig !
o sa madaling sabi "May Sariling Mundo",
Kinikilig. Pagnaiisip ang iniirog lalo na Pagka kasama !
Madalas Masaya, kasi nga "iN-LOVE" !
Ang Pag-ibig ay Napakahirap ipaliwanag,
Na kahit ang Sciencia ay hindi maibatid
kung Ano nga ba Ang Pag-ibig.
Kaya Sigurado Ako, na Lahat Kayo,
ay Naka-Relate sa Talumpati ko !
Sa Mga Taong Umiibig, Iniibig at iibig ..
Ang Pag-ibig ay Isang Unibersal na Pakiramdam.
Lahat nakakadama, Lahat nakakaranas.
Kaya Huwag ipagkait ang Pagmamahal. :)
Tayo'y Magmahalan :D
--estephanie may
Before, im Scared to be Broken
But still it happend ..
Someone didn't take Our Relationship Seriously as i thought .
Before, im Scared to Love Again
But Once More ..
Someone Came into My Life and Love again .
Before, im Scared to Show my Love
But still ..
Every Single Day when we're Together i didn't Noticed, i began to Show My Love for Him .
Before, im Scared on How to Express My Love for Him But Still ..
Little By Little, i Learn how to express it .
And Now ..
After all the Sacrifices,
After a Long Period of Time ..
i Finally Found the Man i'm Looking For :)
Thank You !
For Giving Colors to My Life,
My Light in The Dark,
& the Love of My Life :)
--esteph :)
One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry.
He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water .
She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it so slowly, and then asked, "How much do I owe you?" "You don't owe me anything," she replied. "Mother has taught us never to accept pay for a kindness." He said,
"Then I thank you from my heart."
As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit.
Many year's later that same young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consultation.
When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes. Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room. Dressed in his doctor's gown he went in to see her.
He recognized her at once. He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life. From that day he gave special attention to her case.
After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval. He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room .
She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all. Finally she looked, and something caught her attention on the side of the bill. She read these words,
"Paid in full with one glass of milk"
(Signed) Dr. Howard Kelly.
Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy heart prayed: "Thank You, God, that Your love has spread broad through human hearts and hands."
There's a saying which goes something like this: Bread cast on the waters comes back to you. The good deed you do today may benefit you or someone you love at the least expected time. If you never see the deed again at least you will have made the world a better place And, after all, isn't that what life is all about?
--esteph :)
From the very beginning, girl’s family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.
Due to family’s pressure, the couple quarreled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him:
“How deep is your love for me?”
As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset.
With that & the family’s pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endured it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to girl:
“I’m not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I’ll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?”
The girl agreed, & with the guy’s determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies.
They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. when she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh.
she had lost her voice ..
The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents’ comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.
During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry .. it’s still just silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart every time it rang.
She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, countless of phone calls ..
all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying. The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learns sign language &started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he’s back.
She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn’t anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy’s wedding.
The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what’s going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.
He used sign language to tell her:
“I’ve spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I’ve not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You.”
With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.
Treat every relationship as if it’s the last one, then you’ll know how to Give. Treat every moment as is it’s the last day, then you’ll know how to treasure. Treasure what you have right now, or else you will regret one day .
--esteph :]
Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think that he/she doesn’t miss u?
Missing someone is a terrible but at the same
time,sweet feeling. U will be sitting around
wondering if u meant anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings
hoping that it’s him/her.
Looking out of the window
hoping that he/she will surprise u by
appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the
television but thinking of him, missing the final
episode of your favorite show.
Laying on your bed,
thinking of the last time u were out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under
the stars again, talking about everything, your
dreams,plans,future.
Logging on to the internet
hoping to see him/her online.
When u realize that he/she isn’t online
and did not return your page,
u will start worrying if he/she is okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up
i guess. It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being
lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u
indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if
he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone,
tell him/her and let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don’t let the feeling of missing
someone become jealousy or paranoia.
If u are the one being missed and u know it,
let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don’t let them wait.
Well, what are you waiting for then
Always remember that if love is real, nothing or no one can stop that feeling..
even the time your without with your
loved one. Just a matter of patience.
--esteph :]
empty And Broken Hearted u’ll always be in my heart From now to eternity.
My thoughts will be on u Ever since u left I felt empty Something was missing my body doesn't feel d same Pieces of me are gone dat will never return again d tears I cry will only ripple w/in ur name.
I’m like a vase w/ no water and no love I miss d days dat went by and d days dat will never be once more w/o u is like being on a drained out subway train wanting to stay on but wanting off at the same time Or a scary rollercoaster wanting to get on
but last time You thought it nearly killed u so u want to Stay away and yet if dat one person asked u u’d ride it again Sitting here wondering if ur breathing or not Is like the echoing in my brain between the two canon walls Just becoming more and more of a fade in the wind That fills the space dat holds nothing.
My heart was once crammed to the top and Poring out to others I held it so highonce Then dis day came along In that team of seconds.
My heart went from high up in the air Felling my hole entire body w/ love to Dragging on the ground bleeding and in pain Bare drained traumatized and unfilled w/ love.
Now dis is my last words im saying in pain i loved u more than anything else And here is my last thing to say gudbye to u, and the whole world too.
--esteph :]
10th Grade:
As I sat there in English class,
I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so called 'best friend'.
I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade:
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone,So I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go home. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year:
One fine day she walked to my locker.
"My date is sick" she said, "hes not gonna go"
well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as 'best friends'. So we did. That night, after everything was over,
I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation:
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Marriage:
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it.
But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came !'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Death:
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:
'I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me !
'I wish I did too...' I thought to my self,
and I cried.
*** END ***
--esteph :]
Once, there was a girl who'se name is Rowena. She is a Shy type person.
One day, her teacher asked them to make dream board.
Well actually she's not interested to do it but just to say she has a work, she made a dream board that was been passed to her teacher.
In her dream board she draw a dress, a teacher and a wedding gown.
*****
[THE DRESS :)]
Rowena's family is in the middle class. Since Rowena has many siblings and she's the 3rd in the older once, Being the 3rd, She Couldn't have a new dress of her own She Should depend on her older sisters especially in things like dress, shorts, pants, under ware, etc.
Graduation Day will now pass by everybody knows how important for a student to be able to Graduate.
In her time graduation day is like a dream for students, so every students wants to ware different kinds of formal dress and wants to look gorgeous on that day.
1 day left before Graduation day, her father gave her a plastic bag at 1st she was not interested to know whats on it, but when she opened the plastic bag...
she couldn't believe on what she saw a newly formal dress that can be use for her Graduation day !
She Couldn't believe that... what she have drawn into her dream board, will come true unexpectedly.
She hurriedly get a pen and put a check w/ a date when does she received the unexpected thing.
*****
[THE TEACHER :)]
When Rowena was still young she dreamed of becoming a teacher but she thinks she wouldn't be able to be a teacher because she's a shy type person.
Well Rowena Graduated carrying the course being a "PSYCHOLOGIST" she tries to work 1st in an office, She Check up people Like, base on what they feel. there breath, spirit, soul, mind, etc.
then because of her desire to be a teacher She apply to work in the school because her course is Psychologist the only available subject for her is VALUES EDUCATION
... ANOTHER DREAM COME TRUE ...
-- till now she still teach students and I'm one of her student :P
*****
[THE WEDDiNG GOWN :)]
Rowena has a childhood friend, since they where young she has a crush on her childhood friend. But her childhood friend left and since the day her friend left they haven't have communications w/ each other
But..
Years passed, Rowena is now a grown up women has a job and she's now independent. One day there is an incident that she didn't expect to happen
her friends ask her if she wants to play table tennis w/ them well she agreed to go w/ her friends to play table tennis.
On the court he notice a coach and remembered her childhood friend, then the she noticed it was really her childhood friend so they start to be friends again and bond w/ each other.
until the day that..
They became lovers and because of one kiss.. it all end up to a marriage proposal :]
.. ANOTHER DREAM COME TRUE ..
*** END ***
"YOUR DREAM MAY COME TRUE IF PUT IT W/ PRAY & ACT"
-- esteph :]
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